May 31, 2008 10pm, reminiscing the first time being in the hands of love. I know that I am still young as I only wanted to try a loving relationship which is still for me impossible to be in its truth.


  But the answer to his question that I just felt it during our first dance in our senior promenade night, that I should say is yes. Though not sure and with butterflies on my stomach I did it without thinking twice or what it may give me.


  And as I am here in the present, in this situation of remembering how we did the first dance that touches our hearts and emotions and not knowing that we are already hugging each other that time. I really feel how he loved me and loves me still. It was already 3 years that passed by with our days of staying with this relationship. I know and he knows that I am still not sure on how to give my love for him or I still don’t want it to be on that way. I am really afraid of failing my self and waste my love which is very hurting. I don’t know, but I feel happy and contented in hugging and staying by his arms with an extra cushion that comforts me whenever I need console. I want it to be in this way on what it is, no matter what happen.

  I love him to be by my side always. I still want to call it hug of love though not still sure of the feelings I have for him. As long as we are happy together and hope to stay longer.